baby , i dun wan tings to just ended up like tat . i felt tat i'm closer and closer to IMH each day i wake up . eu know i always dun wan tml to come cos i dunno wad are the unexpected and unwanted surprises to come the next very day . i hate tat kind of feelings wher eu tel me eu found a job and the next min , there's pro to ur permit , there's pro wif the work and dunno wad again eu cannot come sg . baby , how much i wanted eu to stay wif me everyday . just by looking at eu for tat 10mins everyday give me the secure to slp well at nite . but becos eu're gg back malaysia and not knowing when can eu be back i cannot slp tonight , facing my blog crying and listening to my music let me feel tat eu are going away very soon . i hope tonight wont end and tml wont come . i dun wan to part wif eu in m'sia wher i come back sg along . i dun wan to work , i dun wan to face my boss , i dun wan to hear his voice nor listen to his bull shitting everyday !! after i see eu for less than a week and eu're leaving back to m'sia is upsetting me . i dun wan to stay in s'pore anymore but mummy dun let me go back wif eu . wher are eu gg to stay and wad are eu gg to eat in m'sia is wad i'm concern next , i'm always worried abt wad happens to eu there . seeing couples holding hands walking down the road upsets me . baby , am i tinking too much to get me into depression? shd i dump everyday aside and jus jump down from here? it seems to be the end of world to me . is all tis ending soon or is nvr ending? i dun wan to be wad i am now !!!!!!!
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