


i felt so sad . gg to get depression too . i wished i had tons and tons of $$ , i wish i were self employed , i wish i had buddies , i wished alot of tings which i realise the world is cruel , is realistic . i dun feel lyk working anymore becos i am tired , not tired of work , not working frens , but tired of life . does all the guys sees appearance of a gal? becos $$ is so big tat it wil make family , ppl , frens quarrel . y is tis so? sitting in the shop and facing all diff kind of ppl is boring . EVERY SINGLE one of us wear a diff mask , fake mask . Y cant everybody be natural ? be ourself ? becos the world facing us is like tat . i'l work hard towards my goal , from a little employee , to a self employed , and to a mummy . i pray hard everyday den i can fulfill my wish . i'm not the old nana anymore , i feel it myself .